Monday, September 13, 2004
hahaa!!! bleahs. life is empty
Sunday, September 12, 2004
--2nd wK of my phone's death anniversary--
haha.. haven been bloggin much.. cos life's pretty stagnant. xcluding the intense trgs. so terrrible.. i can hardly survive. but wel.. for da sake of the rewards... we gonna mak it yeah! we stil hav far to go. hpefully our applications fer ISA will all get approve. coach told mi we might b able to go england's open ! tt's lik....... =)
hahaha!!!!!!! endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oya not forgettin... jy,nie,may gd luck for ya prelims.. can do it de!!!!!!!
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n myself... but i am ½dead. nt been studyin hard... oman~~~~
bes of luc 2 ya guys!!!!
team4x* rox. each n everyone.
Sunday, September 05, 2004
hies.. ytd went to cck sports compleX 2 do cip frm 12-5pM. juz for da sake of merely 5 pathetic hours.. my whole sunday was burnt!!!! considering the distance .. it wasn't really worth it.. cos i considered wasting my time there... i didn't do anything.. juz stayed in the aircon room staring outside the windows looking at gdlooking athletics esp those frm japAN! ahhA.. they were reallyyyyy gdlking with sharp nose, nice features n gr8 smile. of cos, their god-blessed gdlks coupled with mega swift speed had won dozens of girls totally smitten~ lol...took some pics.. and cecilia was really bold n excited abt those japs... she took pics with them... and was lik ..sOLO!?? helLO?? so envy can! but too bad.. naturally i am shy.. so only dare to tak grp pic with da guys... LOL~~
den reached home ard 8.30.. so tired.. and duno why i had headachE..wanted to do some revision.. but too terrible.. so juz slept @9.. till 10in da morning.. hahA~ such a pig.
oyar.. ytd was my phone's 1 wk 'death' anniversary. luckily i went out.. if not i duno hw can i gg 2 cope with the pain tt's still deeply aching in my heart. i wasn't exaggerating.. the phone meant a lot to me. i duno why.. there's no explanation to it. it's lik.. i regard it as sth tt's etched to me..though it's juz a short 2mths. n seriously, this is the 1st time whereby i felt pain losing a non-living object. it taught me a lesson though. to be more careful in future..nth lik this shall happen in future... i hpe.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Below is a very meaningful story which I wanna share: ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
-pls read it 'throughout-ly' if time permits.-
One day an old man boarded a bus. As he was going up the steps, one of his shoes slipped off. The door closed and the bus moved off so he was unable to retrieve it. The old man calmly took off his other shoe and threw it out of the window.
A young man on the bus saw what happened, and could not help going up to the old man and asking, "I noticed what you did, sir. Why did you throw out your other shoe?"
The old man promptly replied, "So that whoever finds them will be able to use them." The old man in the story understood a fundamental philosophy for life - do not hold on to something simply for the sake of possessing it or because you do not wish others to have it.
We lose things all the time. (For my case, it's expectionally bad) The loss may seem to us grievous and unjust initially, but loss only happens so that positive changes can occur in our lives. We should not always assume that losing something is bad, because if things do not shift, we'll never become better people or experience better things. That's not to say of course that we only lose "bad" things; it simply means that in order for us to mature emotionally and spiritually, and for us to contribute to the world, the interchange between loss and gain is necessary.
Like the old man in the story, we have to learn to let go. The world had decided that it was time for the old man to lose his shoe. Maybe this happened to add momentum to a series of events leading to a better pair of shoes for the old man. Maybe the search for another pair of shoes would lead the old man to a great benefactor. Maybe the world decided that someone else needed the shoes more.
Whatever the reason, we can't avoid losing things. The old man understood this. One of his shoes had gone out of his reach. The remaining shoe would not have been much help to him, but it would be a cherished gift to a homeless person desperately in need of protection from the ground. Hoarding possessions does nothing to make us or the world better. We all have to decide constantly if some things or people have run their course in our lives or would be better off with others. We then have to muster the courage to give them away.
How many times have we came across such inspiring stories? We acknowledged them and feel touched by them and we strive to do things like them.But how many times can we actually do it?
Sunday, August 29, 2004
phone lost. Again.
:(
nth to say.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
weird. today trg session is so tense up. hahaa.. even i dare not try anything funny. lol~~~ tough siaZ! yh, allen.. the newly paired doubles... mo qi is damn power~ clAP* gay until to this xtent... omg~ lol.. wonderful game! =) today got paired with linn.. oh she's good! her short ball, tt approach the net so deliberately, maks mi freaK out u kn!!! she's a groundstroke winner... learnt alot frm her. n nw pray tt tml no 1 will use tt tactic on me. cos i sucks at that! my focus power is super weaK!! cant do shot selection perfectly. ediot me.
hehe. tmltml!!!! 3/5 teaM. ehhh... depends on ya guys! esp yh!! playing doubles, poach and fake more often. u rox at tt.. lol so sly eh! hahhaa!!!! gota achieve da highest pts in total! victory ourS ~PEacE-V~
ouR motto:
Don't play down to your opponent's level.
Take charge, experiment, take risks, and play to improve, not just to win.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
weeehoo.. spell b-o-r-i-n-g
yeaH!
yeah rite.
ok.. what's new to update. schools,hmwk,assignments,spas,trgs. what does that all add up to? the same old repetitive dull stuffs. arrrrghhhhh. oya, jus realised that i kinda alienated from all my chiongsters frens. seldom do they nowadays even bother to punch in a couple of txt asking mi out. cant really blame them though. lik they claimed, i am soooooooooooooo busy. some even said i was actin nonchalant. ME????
Realised we don't have much stuff to talk abt lik what we used to hav durin those late nights. it was so much fun. something tt i had not experienced for so freaky long. the way u guys conglomerating amg yerself is terribly outcastin me. you may not notice it, ignore it or even deny it. but what i feel is perpetually disturbing.
i am not good at xpressing myself. this is the best i can do. read it. _stand it or you may even laugh it off which i won't find it at least suprising at all. 'heh, ediot grace.. typin this tink tryin to mak herself seem so sorry'
yeah rite again. i dun see the need to do this in order to gain whatever trust or frenship that yer all claim that i'v totally lost it after all these while. meaningless. everythin's changin. nth's constant.. i am so glad that i managed to see how u guys exhibit a lack of wisdom or good sense in whatsoever lousy character of yours. ok. this is mean. but i juz cant stand backstabbing gg ard. witless, i wld say. or perhaps indiscreet? or was it meant for me to know? cant really bother so much alrdy. i jus knw the prob doesn't entirely lies within me. stop asking him to sms me abt those silly msgs that's heading to lalaland. totally no link at all. think you all may prefer to spend 5cents juz to spit whatever insolent talk that's gotta up in ya liquified swell up head.
that's all i hav to say. wasted 10minutes of my life typing this.
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