listeN to meeee*

2004-09-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

hahaa!!! bleahs. life is empty

2004-09-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

--2nd wK of my phone's death anniversary--

haha.. haven been bloggin much.. cos life's pretty stagnant. xcluding the intense trgs. so terrrible.. i can hardly survive. but wel.. for da sake of the rewards... we gonna mak it yeah! we stil hav far to go. hpefully our applications fer ISA will all get approve. coach told mi we might b able to go england's open ! tt's lik....... =)
hahaha!!!!!!! endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oya not forgettin... jy,nie,may gd luck for ya prelims.. can do it de!!!!!!!
....
n myself... but i am ½dead. nt been studyin hard... oman~~~~
bes of luc 2 ya guys!!!!

team4x* rox. each n everyone.

2004-09-05T22:27:00.000-07:00

hies.. ytd went to cck sports compleX 2 do cip frm 12-5pM. juz for da sake of merely 5 pathetic hours.. my whole sunday was burnt!!!! considering the distance .. it wasn't really worth it.. cos i considered wasting my time there... i didn't do anything.. juz stayed in the aircon room staring outside the windows looking at gdlooking athletics esp those frm japAN! ahhA.. they were reallyyyyy gdlking with sharp nose, nice features n gr8 smile. of cos, their god-blessed gdlks coupled with mega swift speed had won dozens of girls totally smitten~ lol...took some pics.. and cecilia was really bold n excited abt those japs... she took pics with them... and was lik ..sOLO!?? helLO?? so envy can! but too bad.. naturally i am shy.. so only dare to tak grp pic with da guys... LOL~~
den reached home ard 8.30.. so tired.. and duno why i had headachE..wanted to do some revision.. but too terrible.. so juz slept @9.. till 10in da morning.. hahA~ such a pig.

oyar.. ytd was my phone's 1 wk 'death' anniversary. luckily i went out.. if not i duno hw can i gg 2 cope with the pain tt's still deeply aching in my heart. i wasn't exaggerating.. the phone meant a lot to me. i duno why.. there's no explanation to it. it's lik.. i regard it as sth tt's etched to me..though it's juz a short 2mths. n seriously, this is the 1st time whereby i felt pain losing a non-living object. it taught me a lesson though. to be more careful in future..nth lik this shall happen in future... i hpe.

2004-08-31T22:19:00.000-07:00

Below is a very meaningful story which I wanna share: ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

-pls read it 'throughout-ly' if time permits.-

One day an old man boarded a bus. As he was going up the steps, one of his shoes slipped off. The door closed and the bus moved off so he was unable to retrieve it. The old man calmly took off his other shoe and threw it out of the window.

A young man on the bus saw what happened, and could not help going up to the old man and asking, "I noticed what you did, sir. Why did you throw out your other shoe?"

The old man promptly replied, "So that whoever finds them will be able to use them." The old man in the story understood a fundamental philosophy for life - do not hold on to something simply for the sake of possessing it or because you do not wish others to have it.

We lose things all the time. (For my case, it's expectionally bad) The loss may seem to us grievous and unjust initially, but loss only happens so that positive changes can occur in our lives. We should not always assume that losing something is bad, because if things do not shift, we'll never become better people or experience better things. That's not to say of course that we only lose "bad" things; it simply means that in order for us to mature emotionally and spiritually, and for us to contribute to the world, the interchange between loss and gain is necessary.

Like the old man in the story, we have to learn to let go. The world had decided that it was time for the old man to lose his shoe. Maybe this happened to add momentum to a series of events leading to a better pair of shoes for the old man. Maybe the search for another pair of shoes would lead the old man to a great benefactor. Maybe the world decided that someone else needed the shoes more.

Whatever the reason, we can't avoid losing things. The old man understood this. One of his shoes had gone out of his reach. The remaining shoe would not have been much help to him, but it would be a cherished gift to a homeless person desperately in need of protection from the ground. Hoarding possessions does nothing to make us or the world better. We all have to decide constantly if some things or people have run their course in our lives or would be better off with others. We then have to muster the courage to give them away.

How many times have we came across such inspiring stories? We acknowledged them and feel touched by them and we strive to do things like them.But how many times can we actually do it?

2004-08-29T09:44:00.000-07:00

phone lost. Again.

:(

nth to say.

2004-08-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

weird. today trg session is so tense up. hahaa.. even i dare not try anything funny. lol~~~ tough siaZ! yh, allen.. the newly paired doubles... mo qi is damn power~ clAP* gay until to this xtent... omg~ lol.. wonderful game! =) today got paired with linn.. oh she's good! her short ball, tt approach the net so deliberately, maks mi freaK out u kn!!! she's a groundstroke winner... learnt alot frm her. n nw pray tt tml no 1 will use tt tactic on me. cos i sucks at that! my focus power is super weaK!! cant do shot selection perfectly. ediot me.
hehe. tmltml!!!! 3/5 teaM. ehhh... depends on ya guys! esp yh!! playing doubles, poach and fake more often. u rox at tt.. lol so sly eh! hahhaa!!!! gota achieve da highest pts in total! victory ourS ~PEacE-V~

ouR motto:
Don't play down to your opponent's level.
Take charge, experiment, take risks, and play to improve, not just to win.

2004-08-25T00:29:00.000-07:00

weeehoo.. spell b-o-r-i-n-g
yeaH!

yeah rite.

ok.. what's new to update. schools,hmwk,assignments,spas,trgs. what does that all add up to? the same old repetitive dull stuffs. arrrrghhhhh. oya, jus realised that i kinda alienated from all my chiongsters frens. seldom do they nowadays even bother to punch in a couple of txt asking mi out. cant really blame them though. lik they claimed, i am soooooooooooooo busy. some even said i was actin nonchalant. ME????
Realised we don't have much stuff to talk abt lik what we used to hav durin those late nights. it was so much fun. something tt i had not experienced for so freaky long. the way u guys conglomerating amg yerself is terribly outcastin me. you may not notice it, ignore it or even deny it. but what i feel is perpetually disturbing.
i am not good at xpressing myself. this is the best i can do. read it. _stand it or you may even laugh it off which i won't find it at least suprising at all. 'heh, ediot grace.. typin this tink tryin to mak herself seem so sorry'
yeah rite again. i dun see the need to do this in order to gain whatever trust or frenship that yer all claim that i'v totally lost it after all these while. meaningless. everythin's changin. nth's constant.. i am so glad that i managed to see how u guys exhibit a lack of wisdom or good sense in whatsoever lousy character of yours. ok. this is mean. but i juz cant stand backstabbing gg ard. witless, i wld say. or perhaps indiscreet? or was it meant for me to know? cant really bother so much alrdy. i jus knw the prob doesn't entirely lies within me. stop asking him to sms me abt those silly msgs that's heading to lalaland. totally no link at all. think you all may prefer to spend 5cents juz to spit whatever insolent talk that's gotta up in ya liquified swell up head.

that's all i hav to say. wasted 10minutes of my life typing this.

Start engraving
My individual characteristic
The future is hard to predict
Persist on the choices now
I irrigate principles
Culture a kind of uniqueness
The notion fails
thE OthErS ArE aLL rUbbiSh!

haha

2004-08-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

i had a bad hair cut.
totally unmanageable hair.
it sucks.... reali.
wel... today i sprained my leg during trg.
it is worse than merely a word 'sucks' i am really really really v worried.
cos ..competition in a wks time.
i tink i am screwed.
whatsmore.. i duno what got over mi la... i actually cried in front of all da netballers.
so so SO SO SO SO SO unlik me..... i usualy wun cry in front of ppl.. nVr.
why huh... i duno also... n it maks mi look lik a loser. juz a sprain! why cry! ediot me. n even need mrslam to use icepack on my ankle. damn it. hw cm i become lidat. cnt even ctrl my emotionz... hais =(

:(

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assas

2004-08-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

heHE! all coz of ivAn thiA. i was lateeeee again. he ediottt 1... called mi @3++aM in da morning to asK mi what i was doing... iz was lik duhz?? furthermore i juz slpt nt long ago, bout 2.. den woke up by him. TOld him i was sleepin and that i wld call him back nxt day in da morning.. but he wanted to continue chatting for 'a while more'. so i reluctantly agreed.. and talked with him in my slpin mode* but i fel aslep soon.. and left him to his own device.. lols~ nxt mornnin while leavin my hse for sch.. den i saW him outside my hsE! i was liK omG? what was he doing hereee..totally unXpected. hahA. lil did i knw he was accompanyin mi to sch on that day!! and he said we had agreed to meet the previous nite when he'd called. lol~ i was ????? cos aslp le ma. n i tinK he knew i was aslp.. but he stil took my words seriously. hahaa~~
oK.. so we walked to da bus stop 2getheR. it took twice as much time if i was to walk alone.. hahaA.. duno why alsO~ went to 7-11..coz he was hungry..he got mi a sandwich la.. but there's cheesE.. so in da enD, he ate it on his owN. hMPH!!!!!!! duno wHt is on purpose not. lolzz ediOT ivaN. u knW i dun TAk cheesE cannnnnnnnnnnnnn!
we leT a few buses went byy cos was kinda packed and ivan din wan to tak it ...cos he didn't want to stanD. how lazy riteeee.. By the time, i alrdy knw i was latee....
thAnkS hOR ivan! =)
pPL:: PLeAsE dON't tAk whAt i sAid iF i wAs talkinG tO yEr whEN i'm stiL slPin. lol... jK na heees.

1st prD civics.. nice topiC my CT touched on. it was about attendance. LoL... my attendance waz lik shit caN?! whole list filled with latE late latE or absent w/o reason. I was used to being late la. it's one of my distint characteristics. hehes. whatsmore, now my dad decided not to fetch my to school alrdy... sO ;( nevertheless.. tryin my best to be early nxt time.

@EcoNs lecture.. it's so meaningless. Esp sittin with someone as distractive and lame as JeSliNe. she's lik damn shit la.. always telling me those super funny but no meaning stuffs.. then when da lecture gonna end tt time.. we were laughin lik mad~~ guesS da ppl sitting near us were liK -_-"

@lunch breAk; canteEn .. saw hiM!!!! he was sitting in front of me la.. hahAHaa!! he's real cute lking caN. jes; he's much much much better than ur shiT yiming la.... he's 7 oKie!!!!!! lols... den jes wanted to take his pic.. but she lik freaky no skills de. lol~ yeah tMl gotta bring digi cam to scH! fri roX.!!!!! lols.. He also got stylE sia.. eat finish le wun put baG da plates.. you xin ge! hahaa... ok. crAzy;)

@gEo::::slP ARRRRrrrrrrr i wondering wht the teachers actually notice how boring they were. ok. maybe not. i juz wasn't paying attention to them. why??? suppose i aint really interested abt geo these days... but...................... i stil lik geOg!!!! ...... to a certain xtent. =)

@cheM:::: tutorial was okY. practical was okiE too ba.. collectin gases.. sth neW! hEheE.

@trG:::: netbAll juz aint my type! da worse thinG- i duno hoW 2 throW ball.. hw horrible can i get get rite... i juz dun get da 'thinG'. reM i asked mr teO b4 whyyyy i so no ball sense when playin netball.. den he told me cos rackeT n ball are two diff things to handle.diff gripS n such... and then my wrist got prob 1 can!!! but he stil said this sentence 'thrOW balls so easy.. you also duno arZ... ask yer sisTer teach you lor....' lik -_-z.. hahAHa... but i stil dun get da hanG of thrwing balls la. shit me. da basic techniques were kinda alienated from me too... juz duno hoW 2 do those stuff la. haHa... but it was quite funny during trg la.. cos of tt ediotic jesline again.. she was super hilarious la! she taught mi hw 2 throw balls.. but i still dunO lol!!! she said nB can also train concentration n focus power. tt's what i essentially lack of. thinK i gotta worK harder on this. jeSlinE;;; 20seCoNds!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. duno whT i can do it not.. i tinK if i stdy w/o da presence of jes.. da possibility of me concentratin up to 2 hrs is higher. LoL~~

tenniS roX. hey joycelyn,syinG,shaWn,ivaN and others reADin this.. anoTher 2wKz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! al da bes 2 us! muz win kay den can haV more vouchers n sponsorsss.. [hW cheaPo-lAng i am ] lols =)

eCp

2004-08-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

WEnt Ecp to blade with dahye in da evening.. lolss.... it was kinda fun xcept that da stupid blade really sucks... it cut my skin till it peels. disgusting man! den i blade v slow also... tt dahye had to wait 4 me.. see howW pro i am! but dahyE! let's frequent ecp more! lolsss...after that went maC cos dahye drank&ate sundae. whatsmore she stil go buy the cutebun with curry crab sauce or sth lidat.. blade home somemoree.. sttingy ger 45cents also dn wan spend.. but spend so much on food! lols eeiyr. i cannot eaT la. cos in da day i ate what-an-elephant's-diet, or probably more. kill me! shit me..

wel, tml's national day. i salute the nation!

yar rite. singapore, go and die can.

hey

2004-08-06T17:24:00.000-07:00

ARLoW! friday le!!! haha. din go sch anyway. frI-tue. 5days of holidayyyy! hahaha...

oyA, hpe dahye recovered from her block nose n dun feel so fed up alrdy. hee =)

Addd

2004-08-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

lols.. 2day was quite a happy day. cos i finally mustered up my courage to sms hiM! lol.. initially was vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv nervous and scare that he won't reply mee.. cos i waited till 4 den received his reply.. thru da day, whenever there's a sms.. i actually feel damn excited. haha.. and disappointed when it's not his name that appeared. haha actually thinking back, there's nth 2 b really happy abt. JUs a smS only. whatsmore he's jus a very nice guy.. kind enough2 reply at least. but wel.. you guys shld congrat me! 8mths!!!! since i made my existence acknowlege to him =)
There was econs test too..den i sat with jesline la. tt girl damn siao 1 can... the econs qn were lik totally no link from the lecture notes one.. den i duno how 2 do ma.. so i kinda stone there most of the time.. den i told her, i duno what to write alrdy.. so shE very funny... she wrote 'tourism' on her paper for mi to see. okLA. jeSLine i really appreciate la. cos i see the lecture notes lik no tourIsm 1 leh? lol... but i thinK iz relevant la... coMmon sense lik what she said. lol~~ my paper was almost blank. so bo bian.. juz wrote it down lo. better den nth.. haha...
3prds of chem today were quite tolerant..cos we went to IT rm.. woo damN slacK.. me, reenA,louisa n kit were sitting behind n keep talking non stop.. out to irrirate ms wong. but she's damn nice la... she knew i wasn't paying attention, yet when i told her i dun _stand.. she immed went to my seat and explain to me! hahaha... ms wong also v ke siao... 1640 alrdy.. she still ctn teaching cos she tot we weren't informed of da time.. den when someone told her da lesson was finished alrdy.. she laughed and said she was juz pushing her limits.. hahhhaa..kinda funny la she.
afteR thattt.. went netball trg. sian diao lor. hais. i see tennis ppl playin frm afaR, den got distracted. wanted to join them also. but 2baD =( but nvm trg tis suN!!!!!! hahaha... gonna meet up with qianli, shawn dey all.. finally they decided to go down n tak a look after i say i treat them drinks from the vendor machines dere. lols... competition in another couple of wK. damn important. hope to trash that bitach~!!! but i tink i couldn't lo.. afterall she beat me to it before. sian.....................

asas

2004-08-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

heyo. lols. had been raining da whole day. N i really appreciated it man.. cos monday morning i had PE.. since it rained, we dun need to ruN! juz hafta do some PT in da hall. but me being slacK n smart as usual, i managed to pon PE after takin down attendance. reena was with me too cos her eyes were feelin uncomfortable as she duno hw 2 wear contact. lol~ den i accompanied her to da toilet thus juz decided to skip whole prd of pe wahahha. cooL rite.. so we spent our time slackin @da canteen....
den what eh... da lessons juz went by... 50minutes, 50 minutes another 50minutes... til 4.40pM.
dinGdong ding donG~~~ da happiness bell rang! so happy that i left my bag in klazz til anson called mi 2 remind mi abt it. lol~~ iyaZ, hardly i can find a day whereby i can go home straight after school ma. so chiong hommmeee~~ watch some bits of tV.. den slp till 7.30 lidat b4 woken up by dahye lOl~ thanks hor phewwww~ wasted 2.30 hrS fer slPin lol.

i sUrvived today.

i gainEd sth too.

-pr0mls3- (lols)

bOred

2004-08-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

hey yo. decided to blog. it's beeeen a weeeeek lol. not that i din come to the site, it's jus that i dont have anything 2 say.. it's been pretty much the same. sleepin.eating.watchin tv. copying tutorials.wanting to study, but didnt. haaa.. actually have decided to stay home n catch up with da works.. budden it's soooooooooooo borin that i jus cant stand it. so i went out with Justin to watch brotherhood at TM. the show's OkAy, jus that it kinda gets lengthy.. by da time it ended.. it's alrdy 11.30 lidat. called my mum to fetch me, but she said nOOOoo~ think she was enjoyin herself at BQ! how hip of herrrr.. ;\ so decided to tak da last bus homee n justin went to catch da last train.. buddennnn!!!! i was sleepppppy.. dun wannA wait fer so long to reach homeeeee.. so i took a caB la. as usualLL~~
slept soon after i reached home. feelin guilty that i haven been studying. olriteee~~ devote sunday to it then. lol. that dahye din want 2 study outside with me. if i cannot get anythins done, juz hafta blame it on her. LoL~~!!!!!

a

2004-07-24T03:44:00.000-07:00

hellos ppL! hahaaa..finally can use my com le!! missss you soooooooo mucH!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaa, oKieee. wel.. what should i say now... i haV so much to say .. but i duno how 2 put it in words. haven't been going out recently cos of trgs and sch stuffs. borEdddddd ;( da last time i actually went to town iz oN last wed with jesline... that's da only day whereby we were dismissed from sch pretty earLy(3pM!!! imagineee 3pm is eARly?) hahaas.. actually on wed i was feelin down.. cos of PW. that farK up teacher gave me a very negative report. none of the comments were finee. not that i was xpecting a very good comment from that woman la.. budden, da way she say iz lik i didn't put in any effort. whatsmoree she said i didn't folloW up wheN is lik i diD and as it din work out, i din bother to write it down in da minutes. hW wld i know what her xpectations in a minute is liKE? fARK HER MAN! DA WORSE SLAVE IN TJC. and i gonnA practice my trickery skills maN! faKE every single rubbish out. damn her.
forget abt that. come bacK to da town thingy. hahaa.. we went to town in search of our pencil case. first, we went cine to eat yoshinoyaa den went heeren to get my hairbanddddddddd.. went 77street budden da ppl say those type of ultra long billabong pencil case were no longer available le.. jesline even got da person to call up other outlets..lol~ dEn go tAka.. cos jesline say wAn go see happy hsE da pencil case.. in da enD lik shit la... loL~~ sO we decided to go liao.. cos she had a game...had to leave early.. waLk to wisma den she said go roXy n loOk looK... haHHAa.. so finally weee got our suPER-biG white pencil case.. quite satisfied.. until da day aftEr.
i bougHt to scH la... den put in my bag but so shit! da white case got dirtY! hahaa! so i decidEd to wash my baG 1st b4 using tt.. it's very AA lols. ;)
oN friday... woohoO!!!!!!!! i loves friday out of the other 4 miserable long day. but that friday turned out to be pretty bad too. cos i had flu da whole day and thus had to skip my chemistry remedial and went home to sleep. hahaaa... all coz of kitlu la!! lolss.. i skipped geo lecture in da morning and went to join her under LT2 to do some worK.. asked her to go canteen cos very humid... she din wAnt to la... so i ctn sittin down dere with da fan blowin directly @me.. lols... den got flU lor~ it was so terrible as i wasted my friday sleepin thru. such a waste rite. my freaky friday. lols!
Saturday. which is today.
Went to sch durin noon fer leo's meeting. sneAk off halfway thru.. cos i was bored. hahhaaa... den came homE,eat,watChtv slacK and now i am typin thiS!!!
ok... typed pretty much le.. ciaos fer now! =)

i hate mondays

2004-07-11T19:31:00.000-07:00

Went out with WenJie to tm today. We had wanted to catch a movie but there's no timeslot.. HahAas.. coZ we kinda lik agreed to met da last min as wenjie tot i were v sad when he saw my msn nick..so he asked mi out.. but i think its 'cos he was very sian himself.. hAHHAA!! correCTT!!!!?? then nvM.. so we walked ard da mall den saw wj's xgf. haha.. his xgf saw us, then walked towards him and asked him wht i was his gf anot..her tone wsn't v nice then. ok,nvM deN wj said YES, but obviously it wasn't true la..I was lik..question maRk,dotdotdot 'cos his xgf knew me thru one of her friends and one of them whom i know had a serious crush on wj. kayZ, nvM again cos i know he wanted to spite his gf for whatever reason. After that his x jus stood there and stare. It was so awkward! Then, wj pulled my hand out from my pocket and hold my WRIST lik some 3yr old kid.. hahha.. it was hilarious and i really wanted to lol at that moment. We walked away after sayin bye.. guess wj n her don't hav much to say? some animosity gg on i presume.
yeAa... then wj bought a CD.. but now it was with mE!! cos i wanted to listen 1st hahahhaa =\ we went to minitoons and bought some da sweets there.. i think he's pregnant cos he kept adding those super sour thingy which tastes not VeRynicE na. then in da end, kept eating da supernice ones that i had taken. haHHhaa! we took neoprints tooo! and wj was lik super acting cute la. it was very funny! hpefully i can use my com soon.. den can upload and show your spastic faces. Ate lunch, walk aimlessly ard then decided to go homee cos he gt driving lesson but he was still kind enough to sit train with me till bedoK when he's kinda late. so now... back to sad mode alrdy. not that i am sad cos of anything and obviously NOT as what wj claimed that i am dying to see him again.
See, i am gettin da Pre-scHool blueness. tml is monday. There's pE in the FIRST period and i bet it's gotta either b running or incline(ihatethis!!!) also, gettin bacK more papers... My JCT was screwed! Worse still, there's PW!!!!!!! oh god. Kill me. hais... depressed*

pW iz totally distresssssssssssin'

2004-07-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

eLos.. it's da weekends!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaa but shuckz, tml still hafta get back to sch for leo.. sianinggggg man.. haha oK, today went to do PW survery at raffles place with dahye and louisa.. saW vj n 1 ny ppl dere also doing surveyyys..hahaha.. it was oKKk generally..i mean the weather wasn't as abnormal as some other freaky hot days... da ppl were pretty nice too ;xcludin the old ppl.. they sucks to a mAX. as if they were in a DND mode and gotta irritated if yer tak up a min of their limited lifespan. ok i know that's mean. but i supposed i aint exactly kind either. then there's this lam0 hu asked mi to sit beside him and ask him the survey questions verbally. darn rite? well aLrite den.. but he's sicK. obviously he lied about his age when his real age is apparently not as what he had claim. fINE~ worse still when i ask him further more qns, he will gimme those weird comments. stil rem he told me that his way of relieving stress is to chat up with girls. and i was lik -_-"" after gettin thru it, he still asked me wht there was any free gifts. HEY? really feel lik smacKin his head...
after an hour or sO, we got lazy so went to bK.. realised that out survery qns were flawed =(
after that..i didn't want to go home cos it's sian.. friday N yet i am stuck at home. arGHhhhh.. i tink i am gettin lifeless. oK, so me and dahye went to far east...i wanted to look at da red bag which i saw previously.. n yah, luckli i din get it..cos i realised how ugLy it looks now.. lols! saW no tjcians ppl ard town.. was wondering where they had went to... n yA, saW my touch rug's coach.. she was smiling to me when she saw me... so i was lik stun lA? cos she wasn't really that affectionate to me smtimes...
oKk... think that's all..

p/s; i wanna catch mean girls, windstruck ... n i mean SOON. anyone kind enough,pls ask me out ASAP lols ;)

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~

2004-07-06T00:42:00.000-07:00

ARRRRRRRRR~~ raining rainiNG~~~ later got PEEEEEEEEE .. think no runnin anymore.. but muz doo stupid stuff arrrr!!!!! inclineeeeeeeeee i cannottttttttt doooooooooo~~~~~~@ sch usiNg com to type thissss ARRRRRRRRRRRR~~~ hahaa.a. siao alrdy bUAIS! er. is A blog supposed to b lik this? waahahhahaa.. nvm i am recording every lil details of my stupified life~!

mon nO schHHHH!!

2004-07-03T17:33:00.000-07:00

heyz.. long time since i blog. abit lazy only. exams oveRRRRRRR~~~ hahahaaa... now can lAc but tink after i get back da papers, itz gotta b depressin' not that i care though... haHHAHAAaaaa~~ aiyA very sian ar... stay homE.go out.stayhome.go out. oyAr, ytd i went fer flag day!!!!!!!!! haHAHhaa.. how magnanimous can i get rite. think i have a charitable face.. cos ppl automatically donated to mi.. kayZ..that's crAP~
i'v gt nth much to say leeeeeeeee
juz tak care peeps' n hAppi youth day.. no sch tml.. no pw. NO DR TAN!!!!!!!!! shrieks* ;)

muG/cuP

2004-06-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

hey!!!!!! haha.. was kinda bz thiz 2 days. WITH STUDYING!!! wahhhaa. i guess iz the same fer my frens too cos we had met up to study ..which was at saturday dE library... hahhaa. met up with liet first.. den we started muggin'... afterwhich ziyan came N yar.. i started to become distracted. WHY??? simpli coz she too act chio already.. hahahhaa.. jK na. Stacey n yeeling came toO==> 4grAce's small outing! oya, n also liet's boyboY. saw a lot of tjcians too..jiajie..kayan n blablAbla! obviously, everyone started chatting n laffin. not in the muggin mode anymore. hahaaa it was freaky lame n funny.. fer which, i won't say.. too embarrasing. lao kuI ar~ dingdONG''''' da library closes earli @5.. so we decided to go to da airport.. i wanted to go dere.. primary reason is to eat bK hahahaa... but da bK meal was not fillin @alL!! cos mi n ziyan keep complaining hungrY hungry hungrY... hahah so we went to a chocolate shop n buy some stuffs to eat. wah sEhz. initially we wanted to try out sth neW which we nvr eat b4 de.. but it turned out to b horrible...lik shiT lo!! hahahaa.. only stacey lucky..boughT her gummybeArs n jEllibeans (+2 chocolates which i 'conventionally' took 4 her) wahahhaa. ok.. dennnnn bk was too crowded already, n we realised we are occupyin da seats. so being so kind hearted of meeeee***(lols) we decided to leavE bK. b4 we left, we did some silly things to annoy the ppl too hahahahaaaaaaaaaaa.. walkin ard here dere, dere here... we found no place to study.. so we end up at starbucks which is jus beside bK. Imagine the distance we have walked? lol. din studied v long. left at ard 9. ok den it's hOMesWthoME==slacK.

nxt day met up with dahye. went lib. saw a grP of maids-aliK playin bball, which totally sucks n no skills. changed venue. went to bK. cos lib no cute guys on sun n we were lik...SIAN! lols. dahye spilled her driNk. n she's lik OH FREAK. hoW SUAYYYy. lols. wel, no cute guys in BK too. studied till 9pM. turnover taro is freaky deliiiiiiiiciiiiouuuuuuus. wenT to ecP mac. motive---to bio @tall maCafe guy. hahaa...studied till..3??? hahA..and no cute guys too. wtH. suN=nocute guys. n ya, we dun hav much pic collection ytd. cos my phone low baTT ;P ahaaaa buAI!

miseRAble life.

2004-06-17T20:50:00.001-07:00

hiyoz.. decided to do some bloggin'.. seldom blog nowadayz cos i had nth to say as my life has been pretty dull n it STinKs.
went shoppin at town with yeeling in frM 12~4pM lidat.. there wasn't a lot of cute gdlooking guys ard..N not much new stuffs either. = bOREd :\ and tt's why i went back earlier.... den arranged to meet up with dahye. Went BK to eat, den after tt immed went to library to mug frM6pM ~ 9pM, which is when the library closes. hahaha. den we went to east coast mac to study til 2am!!! pathetic rite. N studyin w dahye is freaKin funny. we took pics. she said racism jokes. scrutinizing ppl. lookin at cute guys hahahaha =P -- MmMmanaged to study some BITSssss. though apparently it was not enough as there is still a mountain of shit for me to clear up 1st. I was feeling darn tired after the studying marathon.. haha slpt for straight 9hrs.. but still feelin freakin lethargic. oH darn.

home alonee

2004-06-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

my family went abroad for 5 days. wooohoo the house is mine!!!!!! i am da qween
wahahhahaa

back frm caMP!

2004-06-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

hahA. da camp was KINDA fun. cos it only gets happening during the last er..3hrs lidat... when we were preparing fer da dance.. super comical dance.. den in da end when we performed.. everyone forgot all da dance steps.. so we freestyle!! lolss... but we had fun in all.. our grP din won anything.. only consolation prizes hahaha..!!! we cheated in everythin also lost.. not bad rite!! known quite a lot of new frenz too... last nite when the concert ended.. i had wanted to tak some pics.. but wth!!! my phone low batt :soo cannot post any pic le lo~~ so saDdd.. the camp was bored[initially].. den fun! tiring! funny!

campinnnnn

2004-06-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

hey yo yo hey! gg leo camp tml~!!! woo hOOz. prayin it's gotta b fun. 1st camp @sch since da i stepped into TJ. but iz a short camp la. A nite only... i took only lik 10minutes den finished packing all my stuff already .. heheees

ok guy, betta miss mi =)

wishes......

2004-06-09T21:13:00.000-07:00

usual ordinary day. i wish i am more hardworking. i wish that i sensed the urgency in the coming exams. i wish that i can at least read thru 1 lecture note in a day. JUST ONE, but i cant do it. i wish to be kind-er to my maid. i wish i have a more enjoyable + partyin life. i wish i can be prettier. i wish i am richer. i wish i have a car. i wish i have a rich, gdlkin bf. i wish i was at australia goldcoast da dreaMWORLD. i wish to have gd grades w/o studying. i wish my house is all air-conditioned (including the toilets). i wish DR TAN DISAAPEAR. i wish to have a figure lik JLO. i wish to have the face of Jolin Tsai. Voice of christina aguilera. i wish i have bigger,USABLE brains.

iyA dun wan already la. i wish i can slp ;) gdnite!

eAT.sHOp.sLP ('_^)V

2004-06-08T01:33:00.000-07:00

hihiZzz~~ hahA. t0day went out to eat @shawplazA with aunt, mum and sis..cocA steamboaT sia!! then there's 1 woman who saw mi usin my phone.. den she came and ask me the phone model and she said that it's sleek n looks nice. her husband agreed too! makes mi so :) my aunt also complimented tt's a nice phone hahaha... den after that walk ard at the Isetan there.. saw many pretty clothes.. wanna buy de.. but on 2nd tot, decided not to buy it.. cos most of the clothes that i bought, it 'll end up pilini in my cupboard.. real waste of $. so.. tt shall wait ba!! haha.. bt perhaps i shld juz go ahead n buy it, coz my aunt n mum are dere. lolz.. after that, my aunt went to see a woman @a jewellery shop.. wtH~~ spent lik 1hr++ dere.. cos the woman keeeeeeeeeeeeeep talking talking n talkin.. wah.. cannot stop 1 lo.. den i so pek chek n decided to walk ard on my own.. but that place nth 1... only had isetan n some shops... den ard 4++ i felt so slPy~~~ luckli dey wanna go home le.. so tt's it lo. i go slp le ")

CAN SOME1ASK ME OUT

2004-06-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

ar... i still v confused over which phones to buy. any suggestions not? G7120 camera iz on hinges, so itz not v convenient. hais. wEl, today i stayed home AGGGGGAAINNNNNN. hahha.. freaky bored. freaky no life. want to go out.. CAN SOMEONE ASK ME OUT? hahahaa... N yar.. ytd i went to e MP library. Then I saw a guy logging on to friendster and was browsing through girls pic. Apparently, he was jus clickin on to those gdlookin'/hot babes. Not only that, after he fancied on a girl, he'll send them a msg... regarding 'bout da msg's content.. i duno what it was.. coz i don't have qian li yan. i was merely sitting behind his com, spying at him. ok.. not spying, jus lookin ard. Moreover, he kept browsing thru, sending girls msg n such. What a life right.. worse than mine -_-"zzz but too bad, not long after.. his IE shut down. hahhaa.. but nevertheless, he did not give up siaZ.. he hopped onto another com again. pathetic siaZ~
Most imptly, he looked lik.......... shit. old freaky shit. horny shit.
... SO! moral of this story is.. GET A BROADBAND!!!!!! ...n hide at home instead when u have those kind of face :\

GP lesson tml at 9..IT IS JUS A MONDAY! :(

GGGGGGGGGGGGGG7120

2004-06-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

wEdnesday. sianinG wednesday. stayed home e whole day n did nth xcEpt eatinG, watching tV, slackinG, oNlinE-ing. what a life right....die la. =( tink tml i gg to sch for darn leo meeting. it sucks totally! .. ARGHhhhhhh..8aM leh!! dun wish to go 1.. but i left my books in sch.. gotta collect it..so gg juz fer convenience sake. whatsmore i stayed @home also slack. haiZ... my pimple is still as big... freakin mi out man.

OyAr ppl, decided to get a LG phone G7120. not bAd. hahaa =)

toWn @nite

2004-06-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

hahA.. juz camE home frm towN with dahye!!! hahaA.. nice eveninG shOppin trip.. n we realised that in orchard.. there r more gdlooking guys in cine dan other places..hahahaa~~~ N we each saw bags that we liK!! hEy any rich guys wannA sPOnsor? lolssss oyar.. it was kinda funny thrU out coz dahye issssssss freakin lammmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeee. imagine someone taking pic of a lizard??? n is lik she ownself is afraid of it.hahahaa iya. lazy already .. byebyeee =)

oya.. dahye is fast man.. i juZ read her blog... so detailed~~~ den mine is lik.. not even summary.. hahAHa... so u ppl know how lazy i am already? lol... kkLa. now i quite free.. so comE n edit agaiN.. but i reali duno what to type. cos dahye typed all already.. n later she say 'COPY ME' again.. hahhahahahaa.. oOOO!! yaya.. thru out da nite rite.. dahyE lik v hungry.. cos she kept eating curry puffs n drInk wateR. den now after she came home, she ate her korean food n LONGANS. ok. goodluck dahye. hope there's nth on ur face tml. LOL

pimpLe sucks

2004-06-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

hARlOa!!!!!!!! vesAk day. haha. supposed to go to da temple with parents.. but as usual, my laziness got over me hehes. watched a show on chan 5 in da morning. nice show. den ate AnG KU kUAy hahaha. the ang ku kuay are nice lor. i hate peanuts but da ang ku kuay tt i ate was peanut fillings. hahahhahaa. ironic. ARRRRRRRR~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! sianing day. switching on the TV, heard screamings shoutings frm siao char bos over energy. wth rite. Energy is thrash. but they know cool breakdance moves. but they don't have pretty faces. their singing sucks.

hoohooo..ok. decided to go out le. dragged dahye along. know she miss mi too much =)

2nd day of holiday..

2004-06-01T02:06:00.000-07:00

tuesday.Rainy tuesday evenin. n it's so borin. wan to go out.. but no one asked n dun hav the mood to anyway. hahas.. tml is vesak day.. public holiday.. which makes no diff to mi.. GrAce, ctn your eat.slp.tv.slack.rot lifestyle :\

hAHA :)

2004-05-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

ok. i am lame. i am xcited over this coZ tis is the 1st time i started blogging. hahahahhaa!!!!!!!!!!

mY.1st.posT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2004-05-30T19:29:00.000-07:00

haHa.. finally decided to start a blog. N yeah wun b lazy anymore(i hope).
waKin up so early in da morninnn den found that no one else was uP.. but it was lik 11.30 nOW?!!!? hahaa.. most funny is my dad is still kooning..lik dun need work lidat.. i aM now waiting fer him to wake up to bring me to the library cos gotta return some books... den nothing to do.. so i'm now eatin a bigbig strawberry cake. hahaA
HoliDAys is here.. woohoo!!!! so wonderful..cos i needn't go sch.no pw.no DrTan.no tutorials.no need to hide outside bustop practically everyday to avoid teachers catchin mi as i am lik always late? no need to act liK i-m-so-awake in tutorials.no need to copy w/o even _standin durin lectures.N most imptly.. NO GREEN. hahaa.. but i miss da sch's toilets breaks.lunch.library(it roz! best nua-in place in sch).canteen.n 1 v cute guy. hahahhahaS!!!! i talk so much.. but da tink iz.. i gotta study during the holidays 2 compensate for the bo-chuP attitude during these 6mths since i started sch. slackin durin 1st 3 mths is _standable. but i guess i got addicted to those carefree,studyin-is-not-my-business attitude..so now.. it's kinda hard to revert back to the study mode. mayb i shld jus stay in home n study and catch up all the sch stuffs.. pilin up lik what-your-plates-wld-b-when-u-go-to-a-buffet. it sucks. when sch reopens, guess my JCT is not within imgination. Two possibilities: Am i going to write my name down, or is a empty script better? Owel, i think i chose the latter one.. cos @least the teacher din know who it belongs to.. =) hahaha.. oK. sg sale is UP. n it totally rocks(@least when u have the money to shop la.. if not, WInDOW shop is not a bad choice either. -cnotoUch:)